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Women’s Dream Enlightenment | Episode 16
Author and Consultant Susan Gold shares her very personal story of her journey from trauma and abuse towards enlightenment. She shares her lifelong experience with dreams as well as an angelic lucid dream for which Megan offers analysis and insight. Using dreamwork color theory, Megan explores the symbolic significance of color in Susan’s dream. She also utilizes her DreamMirror Method™ to explore the metaphoric representations of the people in Susan’s dream, revealing the dream could in fact be viewed as a healing transformation guided by her higher self and guides, which integrated both the positive energy and shadows of herself into a more holistic energetic existence. Finally, Megan offers Susan an oracle reading which synchronistically represents Susan’s radiant gift of her soul.
“Megan Mary is a gifted, wise, mystic goddess walking among us. I experienced her abilities in a recent dream session and unlocked a crucial understanding within my personal and professional trajectory. Her insightful work leads to profound transformation and enlightenment. I highly recommend Megan and I will continue to return to her for services. She’s the real deal.”
– Susan Gold
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Color Questionnaire for Dreamwork Robert Hoss, M.S.
Guest Quotes From the Interview
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“Enlightenment to me means an opening of truth” – Susan Gold
Enlightenment to me means an opening of truth and oftentimes that truth for me can be rumbling within my system but I can’t, sort of place my fingertips and my full hand on it. It’s not quite tangible. Enlightenment is when I can touch, feel, and taste it, and it’s that a-ha.” – Susan Gold
“It’s like all the life experience just got woven, embroidered, into the fascination of this whole dream experience. It’s unbelievable. And now I understand why that dream was so profound and lives within me even now.” – Susan Gold
“It’s just profound. And there are indeed no accidents. Just the orchestration of your reading, Megan, is so exquisite and profound.” – Susan Gold
“Thank you for bringing this all full circle and so astutely and with such great intuition and goddess energy. It just breathes all over you.” – Susan Gold
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you’re listening to women’s dream
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Enlightenment
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dream decoding deep discussions and
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spiritual stories of self-discovery
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to inspire your personal enlightened
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Journey
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I’m your host Megan Mary founder of
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women’s dream analysis
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let’s bring in the light
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foreign
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welcome today I have Susan Gold she is
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an author and consultant and here with
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us to discuss everything about dreams
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their wonderful power and the
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transformative ability they have to
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overcome trauma as well
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Hi Megan it’s nice to be here and thanks
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for having me yes I’m so glad you’re
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here Susan
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you have such an interesting story just
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from what I’ve read on your about page
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and I want just to give you a chance to
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let the listeners know a little bit
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about your background but one of my
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first questions which will lead you down
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that path is what does Enlightenment
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mean to you
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I love that question and I love that you
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ask it every episode it’s just such a
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tradition so thank you
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um Enlightenment to me means an opening
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of Truth and oftentimes that truth for
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me can be rumbling within my system but
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I can’t sort of place my fingertips and
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my full hand on it it’s not quite
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tangible
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so Enlightenment is when I can touch
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feel and taste it and it’s that aha yes
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absolutely it’s that connecting with the
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Unseen in that unseen way
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that’s awesome
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so tell the listeners a little bit about
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your background and and or if there was
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a particular time in your Enlightenment
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Journey or pivotal moment that brought
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you to where you are today and the work
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that you’re doing today
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wow well it’s it’s been a long road
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um
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but I would have to say I always knew
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there was something different about
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Susan I had hesitancy about being here
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for this Earthly walk I was the middle
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of five children with
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to pseudo-adults at the helm doing the
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best they could my dad is a genius
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astrophysicist but he also has an issue
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with alcoholism
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and sexual addiction and narcissism my
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mother soothed through food she was a
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compulsive overeater and back then they
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prescribed diet pills which was speed
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straight on
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so I was raised by a speed-free Canon
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alcoholic and I also believe my mother
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had mental illness and
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I was very baboyant and full of white
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and I have a recall way back
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um my three brothers and sister all have
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very different experiences and memories
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of growing up in our home
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and I have recall back to 18 months
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um it didn’t feel safe
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um there was abuse of every type filling
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the crevices and crannies
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honestly my first suicidal ideation came
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at six
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and I remember it clearly
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um I used to talk to the angels
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and wish myself up onto the clouds hope
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for escape I had bright light in me and
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I knew I would depart as soon as
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possible and I was very intuitive a
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super empath just
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sponged it all up
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and um I was quite telepathic early on
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until that got me into too much trouble
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so I shut all that down
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and that upbringing was the perfect
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launching pad
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to set me into
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exploration and walking with you know
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open curiosity
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as far as myself my trajectory why I was
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on this planet and what my mission
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really and truly was so with that I
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faced my own alcoholism and addiction my
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own battle with clinical depression and
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ultimately narcissistic abuse and have
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experienced lots of traditional and
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non-traditional healing modalities
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um to be where I am today and I had a
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very successful career as a television
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and film producer and was known for
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matching celebrities
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um to Brands but I think I’m just now
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fulfilling my mission which is
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um helping others transform similar
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traumas that I have
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that’s a beautiful path to take and I
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think it that’s wonderful that that’s
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what happens we it’s a gift we don’t
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know it at the time but whatever it is
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that we are going through it’s a gift if
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we can share it then and if we can then
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help others that are going through that
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and stick around and and help them and
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that’s really
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what we’re called to do once we make it
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through right
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yeah it’s just being willing to trench
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the trudge and also to really have New
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Perspective I mean for me I feel why
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wait
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till you get to the other side for Life
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review like just do it here and now and
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let that weighted bag drop yeah
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right and
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placing ourselves here and understanding
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that even though we might not want to be
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here that there’s a reason we are still
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here
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and finding that reason and accepting
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that sort of I don’t want to call it
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groundedness but
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that we are a spirit in a human body and
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we’re in a human body for this time for
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a reason versus the other way around
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yeah that’s a beautiful realization once
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you get it it shifts your whole
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perspective and your Dynamic and yeah
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you’re walking in a whole new zip code
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yes it really does shift everything
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for me that was part of Enlightenment I
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would say
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well what role have dreams played in
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your Enlightenment I know that you have
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a dream that you have graciously
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submitted for us to discuss today and I
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I think
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you probably have a lot of experience
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with recording your dreams as well over
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the past few decades you said so let’s
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let’s talk about your experiences there
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yeah I just wish I was as good at
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interpreting them all so I feel graced
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and humbled to be in your company Megan
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and I really honor your your gifts and
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your expertise
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um I had repetitive dreams as a kid
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always a Pursuit being being chased and
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I had very vivid dreams and lucid dreams
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and
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um in adulthood
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um same repetitive lots of burning fires
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were repeatedly returning to this Cabin
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in the Woods that I used to rent in the
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Catskills to escape New York City and um
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yeah but the one that that I wanted to
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speak with everyone about today was a
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quite lucid dream I had
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um I was living in Los Angeles I thought
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I had gone there to
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um take a huge career opportunity and it
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was a great career opportunity but it
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was really to meet one of my greatest
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gurus and that was the man who would
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become my ex-husband
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and it was a very tough
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um divorce let’s just say that and I was
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able to retain the home that I had
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bought for our family
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um at the end of it and this was a few
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months after
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my ex-husband had left because he
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held camp in court in the master bedroom
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and I by choice was in a partial
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conversion in the garage on a mattress
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on the floor and that was the metaphor
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for their relationship and the dynamic
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and that’s what I was allowing and
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that’s what I walked through up and out
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of so
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I had Believe It or Not tremendous guilt
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stepping away from that and
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um my ex was one that I perceived to be
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a narcissist it’s my own opinion and he
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had turned my beloved uncle
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against me and it started happening even
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before the divorce proceedings and I
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could see it happening and it’s kind of
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standard in narcissistic abuse
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um
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and so the dream
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was
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um he and my uncle were standing
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like six feet away from me and I had
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huge guilt and shame wave over me and I
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was mum but I remember feeling so guilty
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that I had left so left the system left
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this toxicity
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I guess you’d call it survivor’s guilt
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and I woke up I was actually in my son’s
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bedrooms on his full-size bed he was
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sleeping in my room because he had had
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he had had a terror and you know he had
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eventually went to sleep so I was
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sleeping in his room we reversed and I
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woke to this wetness in the room and
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this sort of soft golden white Angelic
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presence and this golden essence
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around that being
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and I knew clearly that I I was not
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still in the dream but the message the
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telepathic message
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was forgive yourself
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you’ve walked through it all
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all is well
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forgive yourself and then the essence
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was gone and then I was really
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clearly awake
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um but that dream really stuck with me
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um more than probably most dreams of my
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life and it never repeated
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hmm that’s a very powerful dream
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that’s
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very very healing though and as you know
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that the
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to you healing yourself it can be your
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Spirit guides as well
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but it’s it can be that intervention but
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it can also just be your heart
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connecting with your higher self telling
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you
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that
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you can
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be okay with this that you don’t need to
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carry that heavy guilt where was the I
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know you said you were in your son’s
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bedroom but in the dream what was the
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setting
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it was just an outdoor setting I didn’t
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even know where we were and it was a
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moderate temperature wasn’t cold wasn’t
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hot was comfortable and the the lighting
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was a bit dim
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um and I just was really targeted into
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the distance I mean I was surprised to
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see those two figures and there they
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were together so it’s it surprised me
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that there they were
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together and they were silent the fact
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that we were silent and the the
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communication was telepathic or
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intuitive
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and and that it just morphed into
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me Awakening to feel this energetic
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presence
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foot of the bed and then in the room
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mm-hmm
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focused on the distance
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were they far away from you or were they
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were they were approximately four to six
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feet
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from where I was standing in the dream
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and they just had normal clothing on
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nothing that was would stand out you
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know just trousers and shirts nothing
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elaborate do you remember what you had
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on by any chance
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I I didn’t have anything that was
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notable I I had like a comfortable dress
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on but it wasn’t a note
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so obviously the one of the most
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important things in my method is first
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off the memory
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you had told me earlier that this was
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quite a while ago years ago in your past
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but you still remember it very vividly
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and the second aspect is mood and so of
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course
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you look at the emotion and usually
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sometimes you have to amplify that
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emotion to actually understand it
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because it might seem mild in the dream
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in this case it’s already Amplified you
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are already completely engulfed with
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that feeling and so we don’t really need
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to amplify it further you know that you
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were feeling that heavy guilt and shame
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and the gray that you say was sort of
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surrounding you and the gray that they
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appeared to have
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is really reminiscent of you’re not
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wanting to give your energy to that
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anymore not wanting to really
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animate that relationship anymore
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and you were sort of taking taking in
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all that emotion at that time but you
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were
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it was representative it was a
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metaphorical representation of them
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being Gray
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the gray many times in dreams a lot of
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all colors can have symbolism
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and
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I default to a color theory that I’ve
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studied where they actually incorporate
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a number of questions around that color
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to help you associate what might be part
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of that color
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and some of the some of the questions
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for gray are really quite telling uh I
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want to Shield myself from those
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feelings
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which of course really definitely did I
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feel emotionally distant only an
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observer
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and so you of course were because there
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was some distance between you you didn’t
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speak you were just observing them they
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didn’t have to say anything to you for
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you to feel those emotions at that
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moment
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it is as if I am standing aside watching
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myself mechanically go through the
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motions which also
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you were you were there just
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experiencing them I want to remain
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uncommitted uninvolved shielded and
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separated from the situation which you
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very much did
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you wanted to remove yourself from that
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relationship there was the guilt that
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you felt about your relationship with
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your uncle and when I asked you you know
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it’s very important some when you have
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people in your dreams to think of three
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adjectives to describe those people
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because sometimes those people aren’t
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literally those people sometimes those
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people are representing the aspect of
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yourself that is like those other people
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and however you would describe them so
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if you would describe them as for
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example a very easy going Carefree
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person and you see them
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it could be that you’re longing to
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connect with that part of yourself that
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you need to reincorporate that part of
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yourself now if it’s a negative aspect
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of that person then it could be that you
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want that you’re struggling to
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disassociate that aspect of yourself
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and so when I uh asked to describe
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um
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those people
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or we can now what how would you
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describe your uncle for example in three
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adjectives
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in the in the dream in this specific
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life
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oh
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um
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just off the top of your head three
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adjectives
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about to engage engaging uh
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opinionated
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and um
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fun
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okay good
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so then three adjectives about your
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husband that was ex-husband that was
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present in the dream
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Lewis follower
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uh
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self-important
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okay
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so in the next step of the method what I
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do is mirror those aspects back to you
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and ask what is it that this could
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represent in your life
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and so the question is
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was there an aspect of you that had was
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no longer
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engaging and fun
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was there an aspect of you that you felt
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guilty about being a clueless follower
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did you feel shamed about being a
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clueless follower
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did you feel guilty about no longer
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being fun and engaging
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so even though you did experience a very
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traumatic event that these two people
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were involved in and they were part of
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this triangle of conflict and emotion
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they also represent
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thing aspects of yourself in your
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subconscious
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and sometimes the things that Annoy Us
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most about people are because they’re
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actually aspects of ourselves that we’ve
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disassociated
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and so that’s what I would pull out of
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that rather than take the literal route
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which is very easy and just say well you
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know you had you were getting a divorce
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he just he created a conflict with your
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uncle they were both there you were
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feeling guilty done uh it can be very
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obvious but I think there’s a layer
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underneath that that needs to be
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uh brought up and it’s all in the small
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small details so it’s all in the words
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that you would choose even if I knew
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them it’s the ones you would choose even
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now to explain what they’re like
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and if you felt that way about them then
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those aspects are what you can pull out
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as far as their presence
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there
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that’s beautiful Megan that it’s so
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spot-on so fitting good good really
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wonderful job good thank you
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and go on to the next section I love
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that it carried on when you woke up and
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I love that you had this wonderful
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comforting experience upon waking
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because the mood aspect again is so
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important not just what happens in the
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dream but the mood when you wake up that
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is what you’re left with that’s the
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resonance that’s the waking
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because sometimes I call it a dream
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hangover but in this case it’s it’s more
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of a it’s more of a dream uh chill right
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it’s like a it’s like a dream
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um thrill because you have this
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wonderful visitation this wonderful
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emotional
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saving healing experience
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and then the colors change
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so you have the white and the golden and
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the sparkling and floating all of those
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words emote a completely different
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emotional aspect in a completely
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different
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state of energetic being
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and when we look at those same
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associative questions for white
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we get
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this is a new experience I’m becoming
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aware of my new feelings
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I have a new outlook and a new awareness
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awareness pure and innocence opened and
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accepting
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and so it’s that integration of those
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Shadow aspects of yourself the gray
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think of the gray as a shadow think of
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their personality aspects as your Shadow
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and then see you awaken in this glowing
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enlightened state where you’ve
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integrated those aspects of your Shadow
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and you no longer have to carry the
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weight of that disassociation you’ve
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achieved that healing which is the
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wholeness
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which is the transformation that the
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dream provided
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it’s like all the life experience just
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got woven embroidered
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into the fascination of this whole dream
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experience it’s unbelievable and now I
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understand why that dream was so
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profound
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and lives within me even now I’m I think
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I’m eight years out and I’m
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yeah yes and you’re you’re so fortunate
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to remember such a beautiful dream
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because some people remember
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horrible dreams right uh nightmares that
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stay with them for that period of time
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but the reason that you have kept a hold
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on it and the reason that you have not
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forgotten it is because it was your own
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self-healing it was your own elevation
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of awareness and it your higher self
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doesn’t want you to forget that it
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doesn’t want you to go back into that
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shadow
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um
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okay so now I’m going to pull an oracle
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card for you and since this time has
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passed and it was in the past you know
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we need to see
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what
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we want to hear today about this since
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we are revisiting it and you know time
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is not linear as we think it is so it
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really doesn’t matter how long ago was
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[Music]
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thank you
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okay so it is Grace and gratitude
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and the saying is
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through gratitude Joy expands
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and when we look at
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this woman
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she’s
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got some
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beautiful
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sparkly air coming off her hand
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and I would say that that is
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the Sparkles floating
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from your dream
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and she has this beautiful path ahead of
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her
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as well as the very beautiful pink trees
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and
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now I’m going to let you tell me what
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you see in that image and if that’s
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resonating with you
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what it’s just profound and and there
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are indeed no accidents and just the
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orchestration of your reading Megan is
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is so Exquisite and profound and yes
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this is absolutely the dream the the
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dream incarnate with the gold Sparkles
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and
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it’s the Bliss of where I am now after
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moving through some really difficult
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life experiences to trudge through and
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that’s the radiant gift
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of the soul my soul in this moment so
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thank you for bringing this all full
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circle and so
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astutely and with such great intuition
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and goddess energy it just breathes all
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over you so thank you Megan thank you
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thank you I really appreciate your kind
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words so much I’m so glad that you
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resonated
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um with what we experienced here today
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it means so much to me that you were
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willing to share it not only with me but
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with all of our listeners and I hope
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that their experiences will resonate as
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well and that everyone will learn the
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the power the transformative power our
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dreams can have and not only that but
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the healing power that they’re bringing
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us every night that they can that they
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can bring us so
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thank you Susan so much for being here
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today
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it was my privilege and my pleasure and
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it won’t be forgotten and I’m really
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grateful to have been in your presence
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and the presence of your listeners thank
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you Megan
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thank you
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